Tuesday, June 30, 2009

baby love

Made my first quiche with our chook eggs today and served it with new tatos from the garden. Have to say, I was mighty impressed.

I don't think I've cried today. Bonus. I did manage to have coffee with local friends twice this week and it's only Tuesday. I am forcing myself to do it even though I really don't want to.
I am seriously temperamental. Hopefully the scan and blood tests tomorrow will confirm all is going as it should. I am still showing a strong pregnancy line on the test I had to take on Monday (2 weeks after the miscarriage). I know HCG can stick around for a while but it never did in my last miscarriages so slightly confused but this may explain my extreme mood swings. I am in the wanting to throw and break things phase especially when a certain someone comes home late from work.

Just not myself and not apologizing for it. Maybe the soothing sounds of Motown will help. (cue spotify)

I'm going to try to start blogging more starting with a backlog of Kalila's birthday party and our first Juhannus.

2 comments:

Tazja said...

K woke me up this morning talking of a dream she had of being in a faraway forest with Em surrounded by raccoons with a squirrel guide named Fa.
It made me smile, I hope it can do the same for you, too. I love you and am thinking of you.

clare P said...

I just tumbled on your blog last week and an really sorry to hear your news. My step-sister went through a similar thing as your going through last year and found that the girls on the forums at babycentre.co.uk were very supportive. She said chatting with people going through the same helped make her feel more positive and that how she felt was normal and to be expected. Hang in there.

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